Alright, I’ve fucking had it with the stupidity of you people. I did not lose my faith in god because I wanted to; I lost my faith in god because god gave me no reliable evidence to believe in him. None. And to continue believing on “FAITH”?! Why? All I have to go on is my parents belief’s, and those around me. To believe in something, to have faith in something, you must have SOMETHING to sow that seed of faith, some base to go upon. Why do you not believe in the boogeyman? Because there is no reliable evidence to prove his existence, and going on pure faith is ludicrous. PURE faith is believing that the boogeyman is real. PURE faith is baseless, and pointless. To continue believing in god, to have faith in god, I needed something to hold on to. ALL I HAD WAS UNRELIABLE BULLSHIT!!
When confronted with the first pelt of a platypus, man called it a farce, fabricated by enemies to confuse. And yet there was a pelt. There was evidence. There was SOMETHING!! And that first pelt was unreliable evidence, for one instance is not enough. Yet beyond that first bit of unreliable evidence, there was more and more reliable evidence. Where is gods evidence? All you have is stories. Fucking stories!! Passed down from generation to generation and taught as truth. You hold up your holy books and cry “Here is the evidence of god!!” What the fuck is wrong with you?! Who does that?! Pull your head out of your ass and think for one fucking minute about what you’re actually saying. You’re saying that god exists because a book says he does, you point to millions of people and say, “How can these many millions be wrong? You cannot delude and fool so many people!” MOTHERFUCKER! WORLD WAR FUCKING II. YOUR ARGUMENT IS INVALID!
I have a question for you. If god asked you to kill someone, would you? It’s not murder because god has decreed that this person must die. And if god wants this person to die, then they will die. After all, he’s fucking omnipotent. He has decreed that this person is evil in his sight and must die. After all, god loves killing sinners and evildoers. “No he doesn’t! God is the epitome of peace and love!” BIBLE MOTHERFUCKERS!! THE BOOK OF MORMON!! HAVE YOU READ IT THEM? NOAH AND THE FUCKING FLOOD! SODOM AND GOMORRAH! LABAN! THE CANAANITES, THE AMMONIHAHITES, YOU NAME IT, IF THEY WERE EVIL, GOD FUCKING KILLED THE SHIT OUT’A THEM.
When confronted with the problem of “If god loves us, why did he let Hitler kill so many Jews?!” and my answer was, well, the main line of god’s reasoning for us being here on earth was to earn our place in heaven, by living good lives, and being good people according to his will. And you can’t earn shit if you don’t have the ability to decide things for yourself. And if god interfered with Hitler’s free will, then he would have made Hitler’s test invalid. Can’t go and make break the rules of your own game now can we? But wait a minute, if you must give man every chance to redeem himself, if it’s never too late, then you musn’t interfere at all. Man must continue until he is dead and cold in the ground, until he stands before the lord at the last day, and is judged for his crimes. WTF?! But god killed all those people!!! HE FUCKING KILLED BILLIONS OF PEOPLE!! HE INTERFERED WITH THE TEST!! ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?!! YOU WANT ME TO SIT HERE AND TAKE THIS BULLSHIT?! FUCK YOU!
I’ve been asked, “Just come back and try, one more time! Really ask god on your knees, and pray REAAAALY hard!” Let me put it this way, I have just walked out of the forest, I see the beautiful world around me, the wonder of science and evolution, the beauty of humanity, and you WANT ME TO LEAVE THAT AND COME BACK IN THE FUCKING FOREST TO WORSHIP THE INVISIBLE GOD YOU KEEP ON THE DRESSER IN YOUR TREEHOUSE?!
Ok to be honest the requests were not that childish, I just dumbed it down because I’m angry and don’t care.
AND YOU KNOW THE FUCKING FANTASTIC ICING ON THE FUCKING CAKE?! ALL YOU PEOPLE WILL SEE IN THIS RANT IS: “BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH WHINE WHINE WHINE MY FEELINGS ARE HURT BLAH BLAH BLAH I HATE GOD BLAH BLAH BLAH!” YOU FUCKING DIPSHITS!! I CAN’T HATE GOD IF I DON’T BELIEVE IN HIS EXISTENCE!!
And even better, anyone who is Mormon who sees this will think to themselves: “Wow, that prophet was right(I don’t remember who it was, but you will so that’s all that matters), when people leave the church, they become it’s worst enemies. He really knew what he was talking about” Well no shit dumbass, you’d be pissed to if you realized your whole fucking life has been a lie!
I’m done. I will live my life, the way I see it. My children will live their lives free of the dogma, contradiction, fear and hate that is the god you have created. Even if this god were real, he is not worthy of my worship. God of peace? Yeah fucking right. Fuck you.
And one last thing. The “Official” stance of any organized body, doesn’t mean shit. It’s the ideas and stances of the people within that body, that matter. If the people are bigots, and the body isn’t fixing that, then the body is a bigot, whatever it may say.
Addendum: For those of you who believe in a god, but don’t shove it in other people’s faces, keep to yourselves and generally let people be people, this post isn’t about you. It is about bigots and sowers of hatred.
Edit: Wow, I was angry just a bit.
So my beef today is with everyone who blames the worlds problems on incorporeal things, like religion, or politics, or anything along those lines. The very thought is ludicrous. How can an intelligent human being come to the conclusion that the horrible things that have happened in this world are all because of “insert idea here”? Again, the very thought is ludicrous. Now, I will not say that these things are not linked to a majority of the tragic events that have happened in our world. The crusades, ethnic cleansing, racism, the Salem witch trials, the persecution of my very own people in the states during the 1800’s. All because (mostly) someone was of a different thoughtline. So how can I say that these are not to blame for all of these problems? Because it so obviously isn’t. That’s like saying that guns are responsible for the deaths of millions of people. Or that rope is responsible for millions of strangling’s and executions.
All these things have a commonality. They are tools that are used for good and evil. But religion, politics, things such as this reside in the realm of the human mind. They are the product of inspiration, ignorance or drug induced haze. And they have an enormous advantage over those other, mere physical objects. They shape our entire existence. This makes it a much more powerful tool than guns or swords or ropes. An idea is one the most powerful things in the universe. But it is still just a tool, that can be used for good or evil. And religion has an even greater advantage over all other ideas. I think I can safely say, that in the entire history of man, there is only one passion that is stronger than our passion for religion. That is love. Man will lay down his very life to protect those that he holds dear. And religion comes next.
Religion is a universal idea. It has existed since the beginning of time. It is an idea of such magnitude, that love, though stronger, is swallowed in its immensity. But religion is not as black and white as it used to be. Back before the days of science and discovery, I’m pretty sure it was either you believed in this god, or you believed in that god. Now, it is you believe in this god, or you believe in that god, or you don’t believe in any god, or you believe in this person, or you believe in that person, or you believe and so on and so forth. So, I think a good definition of religion for today would be : A specific fundamental set of beliefs agreed upon by a number of persons or groups. This is my own definition, and I use it because I think that you can apply it to all.
At the moment, the generally accepted definitions of the three big ones. Religion, Politics, and Atheism.
What is Religion?
1. God created us, the universe and everything.
2. After we die, we will go to heaven and eventually be resurrected as immortal, glorified beings of great power and wisdom, or be reincarnated as someone or something else.
What is Atheism?
1. That the creation of the universe came about though natural means, in accordance with the laws of the universe.
2. That after we die, that is the end of existence. There is nothing after that. Nill. Nada. Zilch.
What is Politics? (Really this is here because the other two needed definitions, and politics felt left out, because while it is more of a game that you play based on your beliefs rather than a set of beliefs, it is a very powerful force, and it has a powerful influence on our lives.)
1. That everything you have is mine, and that I want it.
2. I don’t like the way this is, so I’m going to fix it.
So, I think you could safely say that atheism and politics are religions as well. So, with this new definition of religion in mind, I say that religion is not to blame for all of our problems. It is man, and his hatred of the “different”. If you were to take away the very existence of “insert idea here”, all of the genocide, crusades, and persecution, it all would still have happened. Because people develop differently, and ideas develop and grow differently, and almost all of those problems stem from our inability or refusal to cope rationally with something different. When we see something different, instead of acting on our emotions, we reacts to our emotions. Instead of trying to find a balance, or accept these people for their beliefs, we takes it upon ourselves to “educate ” these barbaric heathens. We decide to eradicate those infidels and their false gods. Why? IT IS SO BLATANTLY OBVIOUS! Almost every single act of evil that has been committed is because of this. And all the others happened because we wanted something.
In the Roger O. Hirson adaptation of Dickens’s “A Christmas Carol”, there is a scene with the Ghost of Christmas past. He is about to leave Scrooge, but before he does, he has a last bit of advice. Opening his robes, he reveals two small, emaciated children, a boy and a girl. Upon seeing them Scrooge asks “Who are they?! Who do they belong to?”. The Ghost replies “They are your children. They are the children of all who walk the earth unseen. Their names are Ignorance and Want. Beware of them, for upon their brow, is written the word “Doom”. They spell the downfall of you and all who deny their existence.” This is a perfect analogy, and it really didn’t hit me how perfect it was until I was preparing for this post.
Ignorance and Want.
Through ignorance, man see’s that which is different from the norm, and because he does not understand it, he goes one of two ways. He will fear it, then hate it. This path usually ends in him doing something tragic. Or he will fear it, but will try to understand it, and, through understanding, he will accept it.
Through want, man see’s that which he wants and will take one of three paths. He will obtain it by force or manipulation. Or he will obtain it by equivalent exchange. Or he will go without it entirely.
Think about that for a while.
So, when you go off on a rant about how religion is the cause of all the worlds problems, you are displaying your own ignorance, your refusal to acknowledge it, and your own hatred for that which is “different”.
So. Gods. What is a god? In my last post I talked about the laws of the universe, and how God is bound by them because he created them. I would like to slightly retract that. I say God created them, and then I had to take a step back and think. Wait a minute, we’ve been taught since childhood that the gods and the universe are timeless, infinite, without beginning or end. So, did God in fact create the laws? Let me explain. My God has always been a god, but there have always been gods, this cycle of creation, death and immortality is infinite, without beginning or end. So, how did the laws of the universe come to be? Well, I think that science has proven so far that they are existent in all parts of the universe, and since God does not rule all of the universe, then it must be that he did not bring theses laws into existence. Who then, did? Did God, the gods, or a god, create them? Are they, like the gods, timeless? And since having not created them, instead tweaked them for our specific creation? We are constantly looking out among the stars, searching for other lifeforms. Searching for planets that can sustain life. But who is to say that in order for life to exist, it must exist on a planet such as ours, according to the laws? Are they even the laws of the universe? Might they be laws of the realms of space under the dominion of our God? Are they unique to his realms? Who is to say that the other gods have not specified different parameters for life in their dominions? Is it possible to manipulate the laws locally? If so, then the universe might be a very different place than we believe. Personally I don’t think so, because while there are very many, and very diverse galaxies out there, they all follow the same basic criteria. At least as far as I know.
Another mineral from below the asteroids. Thank you and have a good night.
Okay, so continuing the post from the other day about the formation of our galaxies and such. Specifically the formation of a solar system and the planets within it. Growing up, I was not taught how the planets were physically formed. I was not taught how the sun came to be, or how the earth came to be what it is today. I was taught that God and Jesus created them. Ok, well that’s all well and good, but how did they do it? in my young mind I imagined massive hands, raking through the cosmos, pulling in matter and mushing it together into the planets and then the sun, and then pouring gasoline all over and then holding a match to the sun. The silly images we think of. But still, how did they do it? Did God say form and it formed? Did he wave his hand and it was suddenly there? No one new, they just brushed me off with “I don’t know”, or “God did it” or you shouldn’t ask those kinds of questions”. When someone says to stop asking questions, there is something wrong. Now, granted there are things you can have an unhealthy interest in, but cosmology is not one of them.
I had several questions answered the other night. As answered as you can get from TV anyway. Now remember, most of this is theory, but is backed up buy a lot of fact.. How is a solar system made? How does it come to be? Well, first you need a star, then you need planets. So, is it all just a bunch of crock? Or is it actually how it works? Makes sense to me. God is bound by the laws of this universe, so it stands to reason that he must obey those laws in all things. Now obviously we don’t know all the laws, but if I see something that explains it, can you fault me for believing it? Why must all of God’s works be clouded in mystery? Why must our explanations be shoved under the rug as rubbish, as the workings of the devil? The Collective. Fear. The unwillingness to open your mind. Let me quote C.S. Lewis’s Screwtape letters. In this letter Wormwood is elated because the “humans” have started another war, and is enjoying the ensuing suffering. But Screwtape cautions thus:
“Let us therefore think rather how to use, than how to enjoy, this European war. For it has certain tendencies inherent in it which are, in themselves, by no means in our favour. We may hope for a good deal of cruelty and unchastity. But, if we are not careful, we shall see thousands turning in this tribulation to the Enemy, while tens of thousands who do not go so far as that will nevertheless have their attention diverted from themselves to values and causes which they believe to be higher than the self. I know that the Enemy disapproves many of these causes. But that is where He is so unfair. He often makes prizes of humans who have given their lives for causes He thinks bad on the monstrously sophistical ground that the humans thought them good and were following the best they knew.”
In God’s eyes, belief is relative. If you believe you are doing the right thing, then how can you be faulted for it?* Is it wrong to believe that the planets were formed this way? Is it evil to believe that the universe was made this way? Is it really? I don’t think so. It’s all relative anyway. I mean, the whole religion thing is based on belief anyway. X percent of it is all faith. There are exceptions, as always. There will always be exceptions. But on the whole, we mostly believe, but we don’t know, if you know what I mean.
Another mineral from below the asteroids. Thank you and have a good night.
*Now before you go spouting off about suicide terrorists and the like, when it comes to extremes like that, I’m not sure. I hold to the statement that if you believe you are right, then you will not be punished. But murder? I’ll leave that judgement to God.
Ok, so my bit today is about how much crap we feed our kids these days. It’s like we’re stupid or something. When I was growing up, I was spoon-fed a bunch of crap along with all the other kids, in primary class, and in seminary, about how the Big Bang theory was just a bunch of bull, and how the Lord made everything just the way it is in seven thousand years. Bullshit. Why would God give man the ability to discover his world and universe, and have him figure it out wrong. Science isn’t perfect, it’s just not, man is not perfect either, but we aren’t slouches either, we’re pretty smart. So how can men and women look at the discoveries other men and women of science have made, and say its all a crock, just because the Good Book doesn’t describe it that way? I’ll tell you why. The Collective. That’s why. Because that’s what little Jimmy and Jane have been tought for the last century, so that’s what is right. They ignore the amazing discoveries made by man, and say its all crock, just because of the stigma about “Science”. The stigma that Darwin has given science has made so many people blind about actual factual discoveries. So many facts, so many amazing things about our worlds history, about the universe’s history. Ignored because its “science”. Scientists are the enemy of God, they are heathens, not to be trusted.
Well, all of you creationists, religionistic freaks, get off your high horses, find some of this humility you so often speak of, and learn that the world doesn’t revolve around what you say is and isn’t. News flash, those scientists you so often fault for being evil, and weak to the “natural man” well guess what, you are just as weak, and you are mortal just like they are. And at least they are accomplishing something with their knowledge and god given wisdom, and furthering the collective wisdom of man, and not going around telling their kids that what that man on the tv is saying isn’t true, why it just couldn’t be because he’s a “scientist, and he couldn’t possibly know what he’s talking about.
“Alright kids, today in primary, we’re going to learn about the plan of salvation. Part of the plan was when God created the earth. Now, when God made the solar system, it wasn’t a “Big Bang” like those stupid scientists say, haha. Look I”ll show you. I’m going to take this pen apart and put it in this bag and shake it. Now watch what happens.” (pen parts bounce around in the bag due to inertia, gravity, and forces applied by the teachers hand) “See it doesn’t just come back together on its own. That proves that the Big Bang just couldn’t possibly happen. The planets didn’t just magically come together, and form around the sun in perfect orbit. They were formed by God’s own hand.” Wait, what? God’s own hand?
Just a minute. I remember reading in Lectures on Faith, that God is bound by the laws of the universe, and that if he breaks any of those laws he will cease to be a god. So, by extension, if he wants to create a planet, he has to use the laws of the universe to do so. Now I know God is a pretty powerful dude, but I’m sorry, he doesn’t have a hand the size of the sun. Our very own prophets have taught us that he is a glorified, resurrected being. And so he can’t just grab a bit of earth here and there, put it together and call it earth. He must use the laws of physics. I mean, I guess he could get a freaking ‘illion angels and have them all grab as much matter as they could and create the solar system that way, but it seems like such a waste when the laws of the universe are there to do the job. So think about it. Just think about it. See you tomorrow.
Another mineral from below the asteroids. Thank you and have a good night.